Day 34 – “Your Own Personal Jesus”…

 “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.  For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.  Whoever believes in him is not condemned,but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.” John 3:16-18

The Pharisee Nicodemus spoke to Jesus under the cover of night so that others wouldn’t see him.  The political tensions with the teachers of the law and Jesus were already high.  Still Nicodemus, it seems, was an open minded man want to understand just who Jesus was.  Nicodemus even acknowledges Jesus as Rabbi in verse 2 of chapter 3 and goes on to state “We know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one can do these signs that you do unless God is with you.”  Nicodemus is seeking out Jesus…He is questioning, and Jesus gives him answers.  Their discussion centers around what it means to be “born again” not in some physical sense but in a spiritual and life altering transformation.

personalThis intimate moment with Jesus, Nicodemus comes face to face with the Messiah – God’s chosen one who has come to deliver not just the Jews but the whole world.  Nicodemus sought out Jesus for himself.  He was curious, and he asked wanted to know more.  This conversation was done one on one, a conversation that begged for answers, and Jesus gave them to Nicodemus.  It doesn’t say in the scriptures if  Nicodemus became a follower of Christ, but he was present after the crucifixion, and many have speculated that He did indeed become a member of the early Christian church…but it all started here at night with a conversation with a very personal Jesus.

churchSome of us only know Jesus when we are in large groups while at church.  Some find worship to be the only encounter they have with Jesus in their week.  But Jesus comes to each of us and longs for us to have that one on one time with Him.  He wants to hear from us, and even longs for us to ask the hard questions of life.  He comes to us willing to pour out His love upon us and to partake in this life with us.  This is a very personal relationship.  The corporate setting at church is wonderful, and we mustn’t discount that by any means, but we ought to crave those intimate moments with Jesus too.  This is where we can begin to thrive as followers of Christ.  This is where the conversation starts – in our silence and our prayers to Him.  This is where life becomes transformed and renewed.  Something mysterious and wondrous that words cannot even explain takes place when we specifically and intentionally set aside time to commune with Jesus.  Oh that each of us encounter Jesus this way today!  Find that time, set it aside…and seek your own personal Jesus.

Prayer:  Dear Lord, I love to have these intimate moments with you in my life.  I come seeking you, Lord find me and speak to me today.  Help me to know and understand you.  I long to commune with you on a personal level.  Scripture tells me that you are closer than any brother can be – be with me now, I invite you to participate in my day.  Thank you for making this possible.  Thank you for your love in my life!  In your name I pray these things.  -Amen.

Day 33 (Thursday) – “Seeing Your Shadow No Longer!”

“In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” Matthew 5:16

groundToday is what they call “Ground Hog’s Day”.  It’s a rather silly tradition here in the United States that commemorates a rodent and makes this ground hog a meteorologist for the day.  It is said that if this rodent sees its shadow, there will be six more weeks of winter.  It’s a big thing in Punxsutawney PA, as they celebrate and put cameras on this animal that looks somewhat shocked at the attention it is getting.  But the real hope in this celebration is that we as people will finally see light at the end of this tunnel that is the season of winter.  Many people struggle with winter blues and most just hate the cold weather typically found in the winter months, and so they place their hopes on this silly event known as Ground Hog’s day.  All for a little bit of light and a whole lot more warmth.

lightIn reality we all want more light. Winters are okay, even great for many winter recreational sports people, but these months often serve to remind us of dormancy and the hope of new life in the spring.  In a very real sense, Christ came so that we could come out of the darkness of sin and death and into the light and warmth of new life!  Once we have accepted this new life and light, our calling then is to become that very light for others, who are still in the dark, to see.  Our light can shine, but we have to be willing to carry this flame of hope to those around us.  The words we choose to say, the actions we choose to do – it all matters!  How we conduct ourselves matters!  We do not need Christians who only utter truths of the gospel, we need Christians who will live them and practice them.  We are called to BE holy, and then do that holiness.  It begins by embracing the light, coming out of the shadows and becoming a vessel of peace, love, grace and compassion.  Our world needs less hate and judgment and more peace, compassion and love!  Can we shine so that the world around us no longer lives in the shadows?  Perhaps like Punxsutawney Phil (as silly as it is) we can shine so that others might not see their shadows anymore.  The shadows of sin and hurt have held many for ransom for far too long!  May we shine and do these good things so that others might find this hope that we all embrace.

Prayer:  Lord show me what it means to shine for you.  Help me to see those who are struggling today, give me discernment and the things to say.  I ask for your wisdom and guidance in this day.  May I truly be an instrument of your peace, hope and love in this world today!  In your name I pray all of these things.  -Amen.

Day 32 (Wednesday) – “Cleaning the wound”…

Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.” Ephesians 4:31-32

There other day I cut myself while doing dishes.
I didn’t think anything about it at the time, it seeped some crimson, but other wise it was just a cut.  A couple of days later the wound that hadn’t seemed so bad at the time was now red around the edges and the actual incision was swollen…you guessed it, the wound was infected.  Not to gross you out, but it had to be drained and then some antibacterial ointment was applied to help the wound heal completely.

wounds2While I was tending to this little cut that had become something more, it got me thinking that this is just like hurt and grudges.  At the beginning when the wound is inflicted, it doesn’t seem like much.  Sure, you feel hurt or wounded by words that were said to you, or things someone has done to you, but you “toughen up” and fight back.  At least that’s how I work.  I hit back.  I respond, sometimes even lashing out.  -It’s just a little cut.-  But, maybe a few days later, or months later, you discover that this little cut has become a bigger issue that you originally thought.  It has festered and become swollen, so much so that it has infected your heart and how you think about THAT person or group.  Finally, you have a decision to make…will you allow this wound to continue to fester and eventually poison your whole body (spirit and soul too)?  Or will you drain the wound and put ointment on it so that you can heal and move on…and not just live, but thrive?

cut2Brothers and Sisters in Christ, we have to drain the wounds in our lives in order for us to become fully like Christ in every way, shape and form.  We can declare that we want to be holy, and that we want to be the very image of Christ in our world, but it is only lip service if we haven’t dealt with these infected wounds in our lives.  For some of us, these wounds run more deeply than we realize…and we need the Holy Spirit to help us sterilize and heal them.  It may take us time to heal, but we must make this a priority in order for us to grow into this grace and knowledge of Christ.

Declare these wounds to God today, and ask Him to help you clean them, so that you can fully heal!

Prayer:  Lord, I come to you today with this wound in my life.  I have tried to ignore it for far too long, and it has not gone away.  I have struggled with forgiving that person for what they did to me.  I ask that you to help me to confront this wound for what it is – poison to my soul.  Help me to forgive and also to seek forgiveness if I have hurt someone else with my words and actions.  Grant me your strength to not run from this any longer.  I want to be your reflection to others.  Lead me today in this I pray.  -Amen.

Day 31 (Tuesday) – Back Up Your Words!!

Show yourself in all respects to be a model of good works, and in your teaching show integrity, dignity, and sound speech that cannot be condemned, so that an opponent may be put to shame, having nothing evil to say about us.” Titus 2:7-8

Brennan Manning once said, “The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians: who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, walk out the door, and deny Him by their lifestyle. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.”

Do we practice what we preach?
Most assuredly you will know that if you claim to be a Christian, the world around you will jesushold you more accountable.  I have witnessed people driving by me honking their horns, cutting people off and even giving someone the finger, only to notice that they had an ichthus fish (a Christians symbol) on the back of their car.  What kind of witness is that?  Will that attract people to Jesus?  I don’t think so, in fact I think it will only drive people further from Christ.

In the book of Titus, the Apostle Paul reminds the reader to live consistently, that what we say should be backed up in what we do.  So much so that those who would accuse us would have nothing evil to say about us.  This is a tall order for all of us.  I can confess that I have not always lived consistently this faith that I have in God.  I regret the times when what I have said did not match what I did.

Jesus called the teachers of the law hypocrites because they didn’t live consistently.  They told everybody else how to live, but they themselves did not follow through with those principles in their own lives.  How about us today?  How consistent is your faith in Christ?  Do you honor Jesus with our lips, but your actions speak of something else entirely?  Or are you living consistently for Him?  It’s not easy to live in this consistency.  But consider our witness to those around us.  Who else is better suited to display Christ to those you meet than you and me?  Can we back up our words with actions that match?

Charles Spurgeon long ago said this, and I think it hits home for all of us in this devotional thought for the day:“How often have you and I helped to keep sinners easy in their sin, by our inconsistency! Had we been true Christians, the wicked man would often have been pricked to the heart, and his conscience would have convicted him.
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May we choose this day, no matter how hard it might be, to live a consistent Christ-honoring life!  May our words and actions match up, and may we honor God with a fully surrendered life today!

Prayer:  Lord, thank you for this day that you have given to me.  Help me to live for you consistently in it today!  May I honor you not only with the words I choose to say, but in my thoughts and in my actions.  Prepare the path this day so that those I meet might see you and not me.  I long to be your very reflection so that others might seek and love you.  Thank you Lord for loving and guiding me in my busyness and my hectic schedule.  In your name I pray these things.  -Amen.

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Day 30 (Monday) -Radical Faith

Radical obedience to Christ is not easy… It’s not comfort, not health, not wealth, and not prosperity in this world. Radical obedience to Christ risks losing all these things. But in the end, such risk finds its reward in Christ. And he is more than enough for us.” -David Platt

Jesus didn’t have to die on the cross.
He had a choice, and he could have refused, but He didn’t.  His love for those around him took him to the cross.  This is what sacrificial love looks like.  This is what denying of self is in this world.  This is completely counter-cultural view.  Our obedience to such a calling is certainly radical.  Some would say, crazy…but this is the kind of crazy love that God has called his people to.  radi

Love with strings attached isn’t love at all.  Jesus didn’t die on the cross so that he could inherit some kingdom or to lord it over us, no, instead he died sacrificially and radically for ALL people.  Does your love have strings attached today?  Is what you are doing as a Christian come without hidden agendas and insincere motives?  Are you living for God with all of your heart, soul and mind – or are you just playing along and playing church?  Christ doesn’t want our lip service.  He doesn’t want our love with contingency plans and strings attached.  He wants all there is of me and you.  He wants our complete and undivided attention.  He wants a relationship with us!

faithThis isn’t an easy road.  There will be sacrifices along the way, but know that when you commit to him, be faithful to that…don’t have an exit strategy in case it doesn’t work out.  It’s either all in or nothing at all.  There can be no middle ground, and half-hearted attempts at an obedience relationship to Christ.  Are you prepared for such a radical relationship?  Are you prepared to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow him?
It starts here and now.  Allow this obedience to be evident in your day today.  Commit to it and see it through.

Prayer:  Lord help me when I am only half-hearted in my attempts to love you.  Forgive me when I have not been willing to follow you.  Some days this path looks unappealing and frightening.  Calm my heart, still my soul and show me your glory.  Guide me this day to live this radical life for you and you alone.  Remind me of my purpose as your child.  Help me to see those around me who need hope, compassion and love.  Use me for your glory today dear Lord.  -Amen.

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Day 29 (Sunday) Planted Like A Tree…

Daniel answered, “May the king live forever! 22 My God sent his angel,and he shut the mouths of the lions. They have not hurt me, because I was found innocent in his sight. Nor have I ever done any wrong before you, Your Majesty.” Daniel 6:21-22

Daniel was in a tough spot.
Some of the other administrators of the Persian empire were jealous of him and wanted him dead.  They even went so far as to trick the king into passing an edict that outlawed prayer of any kind unless it was directed to this new king.  Darius liked Daniel.  Daniel had proved himself and he was wise – He also had a mighty God on his side.  But when Daniel faced a moral dilemma, he could have caved…he could have buckled under the nopressure…but he didn’t.  Daniel stood firm.  In fact if you read the story of Daniel and lion’s den you will know that as soon as he hears about this new law he goes up to his room, opens the window that face Jerusalem and he prayed to God.

Daniel has the courage and strength to stand firm even when facing a certain death sentence.  Not only does Daniel break this new law, he opens his windows so everyone can see him pray.  There was no hiding his faith, or pretending to comply, Daniel knew that he couldn’t compromise.

How about you and me?  Are there places in our lives that we are facing compromise?  Have you been tempted to simply “play” along, even though you know in your heart that it (whatever “it” may be) is wrong?  We are called to be set apart for God.  Within that set-apart-ness, there is no room for the compromise of our faith!  We must stand firm, even when societal and cultural pressures tell us otherwise.  Do not move – stand your ground and remain faithful.  This will require strength and fortitude.  Resolve to remain faithful and ask the Lord to help you, He will not leave you if you only cling to Him.

Prayer:  Dear Lord, help me to stand firm in this faith that you have called me to.   Help me when temptation causes me to waver and question my faith.  Allow me your strength when I am weak.  Lead me into victory and show me how I may live to serve you today!  In Your name I pray all of these things.  -Amen.  

 

Day 28 (Saturday) – “Removing Me”

“True humility is not thinking less of yourself; it is thinking of yourself less.” -CS Lewis

The very act of being a Christ-follower is all about becoming less while Christ becomes more.  This self-denial is not about degeneration as CS Lewis once said, it is about deleteremoving the “Me first” mindset from our being and doing.  When we have, in some small way, been able to let go of this self-indulgence, we can then allow others to be seen – as in for the first time – seen.  In essence, removing the selfishness from our lives, which is in its nature a component of original sin, we are removing the scales from our spiritual eyes.  When this removal takes place, compassion can flood in, and the capacity to truly love as God first loved us becomes finally possible.

self“…Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant…” Matthew 20:26  Jesus said these words to His disciples, and it has not lost its emphasis on His modern disciples today!  In order for us to become great in the Kingdom of Heaven, we have to become servants of all.  I should clarify that it is not our goal to become great with all that entails “greatness” in our culture today, e.g. egos, and ambition and selfishness.    No, instead out goal ought to first be loving God and then assuming the very image of Christ so that we might fully embrace this removal of self.  From this we will then have the great opportunity to love the world around us as Christ first loved you and me.  others

Don’t worry about those drivers out there who cut you off and seem to treat you poorly.  Don’t become consumed by animosity for those who wrong you or curse your name.  Instead, remember in Whom you serve and love, and then allow this source of love and power to flow through you.  Remove yourself and take up your cross and follow Jesus!

Prayer:  Dear Lord, help me to relinquish this selfishness that I possess within me.  It isn’t always evident, but from time to time it rears its ugly head and causes trouble in my life.  Forgive me when I have led a self-indulgent life.  I long to be made completely whole in You.  Give me this passion to live for you, and to serve those who I encounter on this journey today.  I pray all these things in your name.  -Amen. 

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Day 27 (Friday) -“Coffee Stains…”

Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.”  Matthew 23:25-26

Jesus had some harsh words for the religious leaders of his day…but first let me share with you a story.  I love coffee…a lot!  I also have my favorite cups that I like to use every day. cup It’s the daily routine.  Every morning I wake up my children and get them ready for school.  Then I shuffle to the kitchen and brew myself a nice hot cup of coffee.  Most days my cup is clean but then there are days when my favorite cup was left in the car or in the sink…and it’s dirty.  There is a dilemma that happens, do I wash it or just rinse it out.  If I rinse it out I will know that the inside wasn’t clean…and I will be thinking about how it will affect the taste of my coffee as well as how it could affect my health to ingest bacteria from a dirty cup.  I could drink from it, but I won’t.

I would imagine that you would do the same – wash the cup.
If you’re anything like me, you care about your health and you want to ensure you take care of yourself…and cleaning is one way to help prevent illness and all-round health issues.

createJesus addressed a very real spiritual health issue with these religious leaders.
He was harsh, but straight with them.  They looked the part, but on the inside they were unclean.  Instead of dealing with their spiritual dirt, they pretended everything was okay.  They pretended to have it all together, but in their personal lives it was all falling apart.  Have you been there?  Have you at times pretended everything was okay, but deep inside you knew that there was dirt that needed removing?  That’s the conviction of the Holy Spirit!  He longs to cleanse us completely.  Without this continual cleansing – a full surrender is impossible.  We cannot run from this heart issue.  We have to confront the dirt.  Without confronting it, we will have this barrier between us and God.  The cleansing which comes from getting rid of the dirt is freeing as well!  Jesus went on to call these Pharisees “white washed tombs” – they looked good on the outside but on the inside they were dead inside.  This is a scary commentary by Jesus.  I hope and pray none of us receives this kind of appraisal of our spiritual lives.  I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to be dead inside.  I don’t want to pretend everything is “holy” on the outside but inside it is anything but holy.

Are you prepared to clean the inside of your cup?
Are there areas that still need cleansing in your life today?
It can be a barrier and without that cleansing a detriment to our faith journey.
So let’s confess to the Lord today and allow Him access (perhaps once again) to our hearts and hidden spaces of our lives that no one else sees.

Prayer:  Dear Lord, cleanse me from the inside out.  I want to be yours completely.  Show me the places that require your cleansing.  Cleanse my mind from all malice and unhealthy thought.  Wash me clean and make me whiter than snow so that I can move past any barriers that keep me from full surrender.  Lead me today Lord and show me your glory!  In Your name I pray all of these things.  Amen.

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2016 Capped a Big Year for Pastorsponderings!!

for an unprecedented three years in a row, Pastorponderings has hit 100,000 views.
This is unbelievable, and I would like to thank you for reading and sharing with us your thoughts and concerns.  We pondered a lot in 2016, and I anticipate big things in this new year of 2017!  As January is quickly winding down, it is my hope that we can continue to explore challenging topics together and ponder deeply this life that we have been given.

Thank you everyone, please continue to express your ponderings with us here on pastorsponderings.org and also continue to share this site with others!  Let’s grow together!

Dear Salvation Army, Kingdom Building or Empire Building?

Dear Salvation Army,
flagis our mission still for souls?
Are we stubbornly standing between souls condemned and the gates of hell itself?
Are we still the voice calling out for justice when all other voices are silent or too broken to speak?  Can we boldly declare in faith that “we’re going to fill, fill, fill the world with glory?”

Dear soldier, no matter who you are, no matter what rank you hold, no matter if you hold a position of power and prominence or you simply come to your corps hall on Sundays – we are all equally vital not only to The Salvation Army, but to this mighty Kingdom building process that the Holy Spirit is doing in our world today!  This require faithfulness and diligence on our part.  If we merely offer lip service to God and don’t believe that He will provide the way, then we already defeated.  Where ever your ministry is located in our world, without faith, hope and love we are doomed to only good works which isn’t enough!  No, we must still be willing to storm the forts of darkness.  We must be prepared to stand firm even when the ground of culture and morality erodes at our feet.  We cannot lose ground and cave to becoming complacent or comfortable.  Our calling has never been one of apathy but empathy, compassion and grace.

A Word Of Warning To Empire Building:
calmDear soldier, I will also caution you that if you come to this army seeking notoriety, position, power and to establish and build your empire, these efforts will severely damage our mission as a movement.  This is not a platform for showboating or ego stroking.  This army should never be about climbing the ladder of corporate success or vying for places of authority…and yet I fear it has happened and currently does happen.  Some will contend that these are isolated incidents, but it boils down to matters of the heart and depth of our surrender to Christ himself.  John the baptist even declared about Jesus – “He must become greater; I must become less.” (John 3:30)  And when the disciples were arguing about who would be the greatest disciple – Jesus pointed to the little children and told them “…For it is the one who is least among you all who is the greatest.”  (Luke 9:48)

Jesus had a way of turning common practice on its head.
Perhaps as an Army need to do this from time to time; to buck trends or notions of common practice in order to experience full surrender and lead with compassion and grace.

brickDear Soldier, if you are currently building an empire – perhaps it’s time to seek repentance and reconciliation or depart this movement altogether.  This may be strong words to read, but you are not helping to spur on this movement, you are attempting to subvert it with selfish ambitions and sinful pride.  Either humble yourselves or you will be humbled by God.  I say these words first to myself and then to anyone else this may apply to.  Without the constant and compassionate correction of the Holy Spirit how can we ever expect to grow and mature into this faith?  And what is this faith, but a transformation of our selfishness into selflessness and the image of Christ in and through everything that we are and do.

The Charge: 
heartLastly, let me encourage you.
Each and every one of you are important to God’s kingdom.
Don’t ever forget this.  Regardless of how human leadership has treated you in the past whether within the Army or from outside (for we know that all forms of leadership has its flaws and imperfections but for the King of kings and Lord of Lords) YOU. MAKE. A. DIFFERENCE!  You matter!!  Do not listen to anyone who only has criticism or harmful things to say to you that does not help build to you up.  Surround yourself with encouragers who will challenge you to be all that you can be for Christ Jesus.  Live for Him.  Die to self, and know that we serve a mighty army that is so much bigger than any one person, name or rank.  We have to get serious about making disciples in our Army.  We have to tear down walls of division and bring reconciliation to our corners of the world.
Do not become overwhelmed in this work that you do…one day at a time, one heart at a time…when we are faithful to Him, He will provide the strength and wisdom that we require in order to march on.  Stand firm, Dear Soldier…Stand firm.

Something more to ponder today.
To God be the glory!

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